Me and this word have a very weird fucked up history. Rationalization by definition means; the action of attempting to explain or justify behavior or an attitude with logical reasons, even if these are not appropriate. I rationalized my ex husbands actions FOR YEARS. To be more accurate, I justified it. I defended it. I […]Read More Rationalization: A multi-use tool
OK! So, here are a few things that have happened to me and a few things I have learned on my journey to recovery from an abusive relationship and trauma. I used my anger and resentment for my abuser as fuel to make my own life better. This isn’t going to apply for everyone, but […]Read More I’ve been watching this race on TV for 3 straight years now and its time to change the fucking channel.
Dating a narcissist sociopath is quite the experience. Its kind of like being in the matrix. Scratch that, it’s EXACTLY like being in the matrix. Mostly because you literally have no idea what’s real with this person and what isn’t real. They have a talent for taking your reality and distorting it to the point […]Read More You used to call me on my flip phone…
BAD SHIT FUCKING HAPPENS SOMETIMES. Usually to good people. Aint that a bitch? I have come to the conclusion that my obsessive behaviors need to be channeled into something productive, and quick. I obsess over problems because I want them solved MY WAY. Its like I was driving down this long road. It was dark, […]Read More “Luna, I think we hit the deer”
May your arrow be steadfast. Your aim must not falter. Set your eyes on your target firmly, furiously, and with out distraction. Only in the face of adversity do we discover our strength. -Luna Martel 2017Read More Be the arrow
Salvation isn’t for everybody. Sometimes you’re lost in something. If you have some sort or moral compass you’re able to identify when something is bad for you. You can either run from it, face it, or ignore the issue. Sometimes you become dependent on the things that hurt you. You become so accustomed to them […]Read More Thoughts on things and other random ideas